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anger management !

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you left with a lie and it was all over
i knew what we had, washed away like the water
i'd dig your eyes out and let you see
the one who'd wait for you her whole life was me
dashed my hopes, crushed my heart
my world crubled when you said it's time to part
so like a child, as naive as i could be
always thought you were the right one for me
but the years we had, i held on with loyalty
and promised myself to wait by you faithfully
not that you care anymore the sacrifices i made
betrayed my trust, back off, i wish you were dead

if you'd hadn't showed up maybe we'd still be having fun
if you hadn't stepped in maybe i'd still be his only one
if it wasn't for you maybe he'd still be mine
'cause i knew we both shared a love, so divine
i thought the love we had was so strong
apparently no, it broke when you came along
if you had any common sense girl, you'd see
you'd back off cause it was first him and me
so now i hope you're happy with what you got
and see how tragically our love's come to nought
gotta suck it all up, maybe we weren't meant to be
so i wish you sincerely, ' have a fucked up wedding'

these scars remind me that i've wasted it all
ona love i thought was so true, never had a flaw
the day i stop kidding myself would be the day i move on
but pathetically i chose i to lie and put up this fake front
say you still love me, say you'll come back
i hurt myself more and indulge in regrets
maybe i was wrong from the start, i couldn't see
that too much fairytales burned, how naive of me
yet i still hold on, tried to keep in the tears
while i smile it off and watch you call her 'dear'
the name that once was so familiar to me
now belonged to someone else, her little estasy
they lived happily ever after, while i was left broken
to pick myself up, and watch you and her lovin'
is impossible; you don't know how painful it can be
to feel like you're nothing, and life's just toying with me
well lucky girl, i hope you die with your throat deeply sliced
i'd love to have you wiped across a floor full of knives
i'm sorry for being a bitch and let anger get the best of me
but sorry i can't fucking forgive you for taking my precious baby

entirely original and written by charlene. steal and die. piss off if you don't like (:

AND I LOVE TIFFNY MEGA MEGA <3



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the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

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A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

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